What You Tell Me.

The words you said make me sore,
None good all bad negatives galore,
You told me you think I'm thick as shit,
And ugly inside not likeable one bit,
All I've done is try and please you,
All you've done is make me sad and blue,
Now you're receiving my cold shoulders,
It's hit you like a tonne of boulders,
Taste of your own medicine you don't like,
You told me to go drown in a dike,
You told me that no one will ever want me,
That no one will ever want to make me happy,
That I don't deserve to be made to feel special,
You told me no one would lend their shoulder for me to nestle,
That I'd have no one to comfort me when I'm down,
To know when I'm sad from the way my brows frown,
That no one wants to make me giggle or smile,
That all I'm worth is a load of hostile,
To be used,
And abused,
A slave to love,
Not receiving love,
Why'd you try to make me insecure,
I dislike myself enough that's for sure,
You're words cannot hurt me any more,
Like a broken record making me snore,
Fuck off back to your own business,
I'm not going to offer you my forgiveness,
Just wait until after Christmas,
Then if no one wants me you'll be there to witness,
But for now I'm staying positive,
Even though its women's prerogative,
I'm not changing my mind about you,
After everything you've put me through,
Remember yesterday and what you did,
You're nothing more than a chauvinistic pig,
I cleaned up the mess you left behind,
I for one have been completely blind,
I may not like a lot about me,
But this time I can clearly see,
I'm worth more than this,
The torture from you I will not miss.