Do I Know You?

walking down street, gets tapped on shoulder by ex, turns round

"Baby...it's me! I've come back for you again! We can be together again for reals! I know I made a mistake last time, but it'll better this time you'll see!"

"Excuse me...
I'm sorry to seem rude,
But Who are you?
I mean like...
do I know you?

You keep saying I do,
But really I've no idea who you are...

You smile at me with recognition,
but all I see is lies upon fucking lies in your smile and eyes.

Even though you say,
"Baby it's me...I love you! Lets be together again forever this time!"

All I can think is,
stop saying those lines,
They make me feel sick inside.

Because What was true between us last time?
if you cheated and used me, leaving me distraught.

I mean....
was it real at all, or was it just a deluded fantasy of mine?
A pretend play instead of a real relationship.

like....
I said "I love you" after every phone call, and after every phone call I felt like a cheap whore who's sold herself poor.

...And I know it shouldn't be like that...I shouldn't feel like that at all...

You say "I know you,
And you me, it's us all the way baby-cakes"
But I doubt your sincerity. Again.
And I'm not going through this shit with you.
.no not again.

Was it all a mistake I made in haste, before?

I wish it weren't...but i bet even a blind man could of foreseen our ending before it began....

So Are you reaching out for me now?
because you know you made a mistake, playing around behind my back. Again.

"I made a mistake baby-doll, give a man a leeway to make a mistake or two!"

You shrug and smug smile at me.

How many leeways would it be now, if I gave this to you?
62?
A real man wouldn't need a leeway, or hurt his gurl like you.

So.I mean like...
Have you really 'changed'?!
Because your words just sound the same.
Same tone and all, like I'm at fault so I'll turn round and say I'm sorry to you. Again.
Then we make up.
Have sex.
And I'll wait till you slip up. Again.
While Inside I'm hurting,
feeling close to tears.
Because you never seem to get it and I keep on giving you chances, even though I know you'll abuse it again and again and again.

So what's can you say in your defence?

Nothing...oh well there's a surprise..Well here's what I've got to say ?

....Through the whole thing
I thought you cared......
.....But I guess it was all a lie, and I just went along with it for a time, (like a pathetic fool) excusing you always for your fuck ups against me..your crimes not mine...

......But not this time, oh god no...

So let me ask you again 'Hunny'

Do you really know me, or I you?

heavy silence

Yeah I didn't think so too"....

walks away