I'm writing to inform you that this year will test your strength beyond belief, but you must stay firstly strong ... Everything will be ok eventually, and secondly you don't know it yet but you will love again.
Anyway here's a quick run down ...
January- whilst being in hospital and constant check ups won't be fun it will only last this month then you'll be free. You'll miss most of your birthday though as your best mates are planning on dragging you to Leeds to party the night before!
February- although moving all your belongings and adjusting to living with your dad will be tough you'll get through it. Your closest friend Luke will be there to support you... Trust him!
March- you are going to throw all you have at work ... Pilot project will inspire you and those around you...funding will be a battle but look at a things the whole school can do.
April- resist temptation to bury Jen under the patio and make sure you look after your health. Oh and you'll run 10k for charity ... Start training NOW otherwise it doesn't look good!
May- whilst becoming slightly addicted to the App Store you'll come across a writing app...this is what it first comes across as but actually you'll soon learn it is a community of talented inspirational writers ...you will be amazed by their support, knowledge and talent.
June and July are going to be the most scariest and toughest months ever... You have been through it this year and the back end of last but this will test your strength. Trust in your best mates. Your energy will be sapped as you develop a tumour, it will be life threatening but you WILL make it through ... So throw the funeral plan in the bin!
The end of July will be dark...you will do something extremely stupid because you trust too easily... But if domestic abuse and a brain tumour don't kill you then you certainly won't be allowed to end it yourself with tablets and vodka!
August- you move to Essex for a month well a week because you and Luke go to Wales with your dad! Things between you are heated and you decide you are better off as friends. A love interest makes himself known through opuss but as you've been burned once before by a fellow writer you decide not to run with it.
September- back to work after being off since June and a return to dating... Live for the now but keep in mind previous disasters.
October- you are going to meet Dave he is amazing but take things slowly take time to let things develop. Oh and your car will be written off you and Dave survive though even though you do ACCIDENTALLY break his nose.
November- is no car month... Get used to public transport!
December- Dave will tell you how he truly feels...don't doubt him and don't judge him by previous men!
Most of all this year will teach you to appreciate what you have and teach you to live life for the now! Tomorrow is a different day ... If it arrives!
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