Most of the time.
I am never happy.
You can't see this in me.
I smile a lot.
When im not even happy.
I smile because im crazy.
I smile because im insane.
I smile because im in pain.
I don't feel anything.
If i crack my head open.
I start laughing.
If im having pain.
Inside my broken heart.
I start crying.
I can't feel pain.
I feel emotion.
If you look at me.
You can't see anything.
You can't change me.
I don't care.
If you try to break me.
I will just stare.
I am never happy.
I have no feeling.
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I am a sadistic, controlling, manipulative F U C K!!
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I have two emotions .. Anger and depression. That's it. I also always smile no matter what mood I'm in so no one will ask questions ..
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