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This is who i am

I have not been saved
I have not been forgiven
I thought i was lost
I thought i was broken
I felt hopeless and empty inside
Save me from me and myself
I don't want to burn in this firey hell
I have been desperate
I thought i was lost
Please don't take away
Everything that i love
I have insecurities
I thought it was all my fault
When i shoved you
I pushed you around
untill you fell down to the ground
I know that im controlling
Im stronger than you
Inside and out
You never saw this through
I might look nice and harmless
untill you see the real me
The only way you can see this
Is as if you live with me
I may be a naturally sweet person
My mind is twisted and injured inside
Untill you can see this
You will dump me in the trash
I am made to be lonely
So don't dwell in the past
Over time, you will see me
For who i am not
I am strong and powerful
If you ever piss me off
You might think im weak
Untill i start beating you up
I have addictions
I have drank
Took my pills
I have smoked a lot
You can never see this in me
Untill i bring it out
I will bring you down
I am just like this
Because i have been pushed around
I am not a good person
As you can see
Untill i bring you down
I will break you
I will decieve you
Untill you forget about me
This is who i am
Theres no way you can change me

spikekutter

@spikekutter

I am a sadistic, controlling, manipulative F U C K!!

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