Insanity

I am not the same as you
Your like everyone else a program
You don't feel the emotions I feel
You can't you don't understand them
You've never experienced been depressed
You don't get angry like I do
You think I'm crazy or stupid
Something you try to keep sweet
You don't know how I feel or will react
You put up barriers before I've even attacked
You laugh as if its one big joke
You think its funny i am drowning in my thoughts which you provoke
This person isn't me but its one big part
It won't leave me behind and it won't age and die
I will always love you
But destroy my self
Thinking bout the past and believing you like someone else
My brain is a map which tends to lose track
It reaches destinations then leaves and doesn't look back
This persona I hope leaves me soon hide away to save me from gloom
I will get better but there will always be these times when insanity takes over the mind