One Line Added

Thought I was getting better,
But the pain cuts deeper,
Sinking in easier,
I no longer struggle,
Don't want any cuddles,

One line added,
I never really had him,
Another line made,
I wish things stayed,
Like they were in the good old days,
Numbed line scratched,
Another tear detached,

I cry tears of blood,
Don't know the meaning of love,
Four lines added,
I really have had it,

Just as things get better,
My eyes turn redder,
Cause you take it away,
Quicker than a day,

One line added,
I never really had him,
Another line made,
I wish things stayed,
Like they were in the good old days,
Numbed line scratched,
Another tear detached,

Bold crimson red,
Just lying on my bed,
No music can calm my soul,
I'm as emotionless as that ragged old doll,
And as cheerful as coal,

No wonder people don't want to commit,
To a relationship with this,
I'm a wreck,
An unwanted toy kept,

One line added,
I never really had him,
Another line made,
I wish things stayed,
Like they were in the good old days,
Numbed line scratched,
Another tear detached,

One line added,

To the millions that are above it,

One long line added so far,

To the others that left so many scars,