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It's Not Your Fault

vieromero
vieromero • 267 followers

Popping pills,
Because it was my heart that you killed
Last night.

Tonight
I'm taking a one way ticket
At the cost of my life,
The price is no gimmick.

Drowning the pills down with some alcohol
All I seem to do in my life is fall
And I can't stand back up,
I crawl.

Lying down,
Waiting for bus to arrive
The bus that guarantees I will no longer be alive
But instead,
A knock is heard upon my door.
My sick heart fills with dread
As the world slowly blackens,
I felt dead.

The lights were bright
My mother stood over me with tears in her eyes
She smoothed my hair,
Said "there, there
It's good that you're alright."

Psych wards
I'm not a fan,
I get really bored
And I hate everyone here

It's life that we all fear.

«dedicated to my new friend. It's not your fault. Everything will be okay»

#emotional-trauma #family-intervention #general #mental-health #suicide-attempt
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Comments & Feedback (4)

sarahgamal
sarahgamal
Feb 21, 2013 at 4:53 AM

Hope she is ok😢

beergrylles
beergrylles
Feb 21, 2013 at 10:44 AM

That's really cheered me up 😟!!

vieromero
vieromero
Feb 21, 2013 at 11:51 AM

@beergrylles I'm glad. Lol but that part is just a side note the poem isn't supposed to make u feel better silly

vieromero
vieromero
Feb 21, 2013 at 11:53 AM

@sarahgamal thanks for reposting and it's my friend's sister. She'll be ok soon I hope. At least someone found her

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