I Don't Even Know If I Like This

The line between dreams and reality
Blurs everyday
These eyes have seen too much
And I don't know what's real anymore
I don't go a day without
Questioning
Who I am
And what do I stand for
I've fallen from greatness
Was it ever great at all

I've scratched the bottom of the barrel
I've reached the end of my rope
Though With my head held high
I will make it through this
We will persevere

I am above this
I draw the line I have crossed one too many Times
Where am I placed in your eyes
Friend or foe

Should I even care
With all you have done
From what I remember
You were never there
Are you friend or foe

Is this my imagination
Or a subject of the past
Was all of this just for waste
To move on could be
A terrible hell
But to stay here
would be a crime To myself

Where do I stand
Was this all just a dream
Are you friend or foe