Is it when you feel your heartbeat pounding in your ear
Or when you know there is no cure for this fear
When your smile is tinier than what you let on
When your day just keeps on going wrong
When your heart says "go on, go"
But your mind just says a simple "no"
Is it a day where you just break down and cry
And there is that nagging question, the one asking "why?"
But either way, I hope you pull through,
Just by knowing that someone is there for you
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Don't cry in the shower. No one Is there to give you their shoulder, care. Don't cry in the corner with no one around. People will be looking but you'll never be found.
The mirror, It breaks My self esteem shatters with it Can't look myself in the eyes It's too much, I quit I try so hard to make myself right I've given all that I've got I've used up all of my...
Depression What is it, really. A state of mind. Or an emotion. Or does it really matter. Because either way, you're stuck. You can't fight the depression. You're rendered useless; it's too powerful.
stressed out. freaking out, breaking out. don't know what to do. impulse. tears come down anyways. you didn't want this, your mind, brain and heart are all trying to string things back together.
I am sad. Yes I am. Do not tell me to smile. I am frowning for a reason. My heart is heavy. Full of rocks. Glass in my throat. Ripping and tearing. My muscles are jelly. Quivering and shaking.
Nothing is right, I'm out of line, Pieces missing, Losing time, Sleep though the day, Awake all night, Run when I should Stand and fight.
When your world seems to crash around you and the walls are closing in so that it becomes so difficult to breath, to think, to feel; Your body goes limp how desparately you would like the tears flow...
You just want to break free. Trapped inside yourself. You just want to break free. Too lonely, by yourself. You just want to break free. From all the stress and worry caused.
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