Thoughts and dreams pouring down the drain
Ambitions that never will be
Life takes another wrong turn
It always gets the better of me
Pull the plug on all my cherished hopes
Doesn't matter what I think
Watch them float along the sewer of filth
Nowt left but ring of scum on sink
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I need a break. When everything becomes too much to able on you're on edge: just waiting for that one word, one action to push you over… but it doesn't.
#household You grow old and weary. Clouded with the blood you have spilt. Your once perfectly smooth, clear complexion has wavered and sagged. The invisible shield you provide is weakening.
#household Some are emerald green, From them you never want to wean. Others are brown dark as the night, their magic being hard to fight. Blue sparkle like tropical gems, warmth from them stems.
I am a powerful force, this, no one can deny I can be the difference whether you live or if you die I can be a trickle or a magnificent waterfall I can be an oceans worth, or a puddle so very small I...
It takes years, you start with hating living, not even considering ending your life, then you start wishing you'd die, yet not doing anything about it. Finally you entertain the thought.
I walk. I eat. I sleep. I touch. I see. I smell. I hurt. I ache. I long. I am all but I am not. I do things for necessity. I breath for the sake of breathing. I work to have a job.
So much to do. So much in the way. I want to forget it. And just sleep all day. I don't want to leave. The warmth of the sheets. I don't want to wake. And face the workweek. I want to get sick.
The people have turned against me. And I don't know what to do. For the stars are ever shining. And the sky is ever blue. The rivers are still running. And the mountains, they still stand.
@leelee101 we used to drink more as a carry out before going out than I had all last night and I'm rough as a badgers arse
@Irrational_Kimmi @leelee101 hanging like a floppy bag of hangers dangling over a valley of hangy things.. Plus I think in allergic to new washing powder as my feet have broke out in burny itchy hives 😁
@Burrfoot oh dear, I'm all too familiar with that feeling dear Burr! Drink water and eat greasy - I'm a fan of the McDonalds hangover cure 🍔🍟👍
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