Pills

I have an ugly red one,
it works like Prozac;
y'know the type they say makes you high as clouds,
and also it has a side effect;
you shop like a maniac.
I can say I do feel high when I'm out to shop.
One that's supposed to discourage me from throwing up;
I don't do it as often but,
that dusty orange drug;
it's look and taste in the mouth,
makes me a little sick in the stomach.
There's a light pink one,
it tastes sugary,
and makes me feel sleepy,
that's nice,
I think I'd be a zombie
without.
Oh and there's the white one; it's for my OCD and it looks very scary.
Just like those on psychotic wards.
Dad says they're making me numb;
I don't think I could create
virtual personalities,
if I was so numb, so dumb.
But to be honest; I made a silly personal discovery that I'm quite fond;
Sugar-Free Red Bull;
doesn't give much energy;
but I feel happy, high
and a little dizzy,
but I don't mind.