The battle 2 b myself is disheartening. I constantly feel the need 2 give of myself...sometimes whether I want 2 or not. I'm a people pleaser 4 better or worse...usually 4 worse. I like 2 see people happy...I wanna b the person everybody loves...which ultimately comes at the cost of my sanity. Even tho in my heart of hearts I know that the people who r down 4 me, may get mad momentarily, but they will more than likely still b there after I speak my mind. But still I give & I give in & beat myself up over it later, 1 day I will learn right? Or at least put n2 action...I'm hoping...
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