When I look in the mirror, I hate what I see. Disappointment staring back at me. Let down myself, my family and my savior. I am everything I hate, everything I fear. When I look in the mirror, I hate what I see. Insecurity staring back at me. From my body to my face, covering it in baggy clothes and makeup because I'm not proud of what lays beneath. When I look in the mirror, I hate what I see. Anger staring back at me. Never truly happy, always wanting more, greedy, only caring about myself. When I look in the mirror, I hate what I see. Everything I'd change about someone else has now became me.
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