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cperry • 123 followers

I've laughed,
I've cried,
I've made bad decisions,

I've cheated,
I've lied,
I've been to prison,

I've stolen,
I've abused,
I've lost my way in drugs,

I've fallen,
I've risen,
I've been higher and above,

I've loved,
I've hated,
I've been abused,

I've swore,
I've bitten,
I've been used,

I've lost my way,
I've found it again,
I've made many friends,
But lost them all in the end,

I've done many bad things in my life,
I've screwed up,
Cutting myself with a knife,

But one thing I now for sure,
Is that I don't want to be in this world anymore,

#addiction #general #mental-health #personal-struggle #redemption #self-reflection

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