Court Of Hopeless Cases

Fly10 • 425 followers

Wrestled with my conscience
tried to
keep it real
Simple curse of a
reckless life
my schemes
turn the wheel
Hit the bar
drained the glass
didn't count the cost
Blind believers
Self promoters
Nothing really lost
Self deceivers
Faith healers
preaching at my door
Rehab hunters
Habit flaunters
always wanting more
Star shaggers
Backstabbers
Sycophant or friend?
Winners, takers
Spinners, fakers-
too late to make
amends?

In my Court of
Hopeless Cases
I shall hold the key
Circus-master of
my own fear
I choose now
To be free.

#addiction #general #inner-demons #personal-struggle #redemption #self-reflection

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Comments & Feedback (9)

Stablish

May 5, 2012 at 1:05 AM

I like it😊

Fly10

May 5, 2012 at 1:24 AM

@Stablish Thanks-I'm glad. Wrestled with this one a little, & still tempted to tweak it😖 I shall refrain as knackered💤

Stablish

May 5, 2012 at 1:30 AM

@Fly10 Yeah it's sometimes is best to wait until you've been to sleep to tweak it. It's good tough. I've been struggling to even get started tonight hopefully I will feel more inspired tomorrow. Take care and keep up the good work😊

Stablish

May 5, 2012 at 1:32 AM

Im obviously knackered as well with all the spelling mistakes😉

Fly10

May 5, 2012 at 1:36 AM

I couldn't get my head in the right place until nearly midnight either. Often find that happens though-bloody frustrating. Reckon you're right re leaving it until I'm replenished😉 Re spelling mistakes, no worries-its a nightmare keying comments(predictive text does NOT help in this case). Keep up the writing & catch you tomo.