Throw Me Away

DuRoLuRo • 161 followers

Thrown back into the black hole.
2 years just now getting better.
Took 5 minutes to put me back in the hole.

Whatever I said. I should have shut up.
Thought I could be honest, thought I could make her understand.
Thought she was different.
She was.

Now lost. Hates me.
Time has stopped.
Life is over.
Depression takes over.
Kill me now.
I beg of you.

Evil has consumed me.
I don't want to be evil.
I want to be real.
Bite me.
Kick me.
Beat me.
I want the answer.
I want my life back.
I want control.

#emotional-struggle #general #mental-health #personal-crisis

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Comments & Feedback (8)

May 16, 2012 at 2:50 AM

It's great! But, u alrite? x

May 16, 2012 at 2:53 AM

@kivihe Not really, no😞

May 16, 2012 at 2:58 AM

@DuRoLuRo Ohhhh, I'm sry for that, dear. U'll recover as time past, 'n there'll be other girls for u in future :) -hug- IMO, if someone left, it just proved she wasn't the one for u. U'll find ur special one, I believe ;) x

May 16, 2012 at 3:05 AM

@kivihe It's me. I'm a sorry excuse.. I failed at just being me. Can't even do that right.

May 16, 2012 at 3:11 AM

@DuRoLuRo no, don't be. U just showed what you've been through. I can feel it that way. TBH, I felt totally wasted when the moment like yours. It just happens, always happens. You r still young, coz u can feel the hurt of love. Isn't it awesome :p

May 16, 2012 at 3:48 AM

@kivihe I guess..

May 16, 2012 at 7:03 AM

@DuRoLuRo Keep your chin up dude ;)

May 16, 2012 at 9:05 AM

Cheer up might never happen 😔

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