Call me an emo, I don't care anymore.
I've been bullied for years now, and people have always been putting me down. I'm an outcast, a loner. I have low self confidence and hate what I see when I look in a mirror. I always feel worthless, like I don't belong here. It's this tangled knot of shyness, depression, doubt and worthlessness just churning inside me and my heart aches constantly. I feel like I'm not good enough, that I aren't worth it. I have trust issues, I don't tel my friends my secrets, and my schools friends don't know any of this. I am fighting the urge to self harm, but keep failing. To my friends, I seem like this happy crazy girl with happy thoughts. Really though I'm just shy, sad depressed girl worth nothing.
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