They tell you
To do it
Nobody cares
They think it's a joke
For the school kids to fair
The others all tell you
To do it
You start to believe
But you dare not cry
You try and tell someone
But it comes out a lie
"I'm fine. Don't worry. All is ok"
What they don't know
Is a secret
You carry day to day
A smile
A laugh
It will all do
Until that secret comes back for you
The secret whispers
"I am your friend. I will help you come to an end. They tell you to do it. You start to believe. Your hopeless. Your stupid. You deserve this grief"
A reply comes out
In a far away voice
"I'll trust you because I have no choice"
You collapse on this floor
Infront of some feet
They laugh and tell you
"your nothing but a freak"
Maybe I will
They will all see
Nobody cares
Until your
6 feet deep
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