Chapter 5
How Do I Do This
I met him at the door.
"What do you want?" I sniffed whilst
rubbing my eyes like as if that would make the pain go away.
"I want you to be happy," He whispered in my ear, whilst enveloping me in a hug. He caught me off guard. I wrapped my arms around him; would I get tired of this warm hold? Then, remembering why he was here, I pulled away.
"My band mates and I are not so sure that I should be with you," I explained.
"So? Its your choice not theirs."
"'And I.'"
"Oh," He said sadly, kissed me and walked away. Thunder boomed over head. The lightening stabbed the sky. The wind howled and lashed at the sky. My knees shook. The tears came and I fell, wishing I was someone else, somewhere else.
Chapter 6
Who Am I?
My knees were up to my chest and my eyes were sore and dry. Like a barren wasteland after a rainstorm and followed by high wind. I had gotten so tired, so weighed down by my own limbs. There was nothing for me to do. But there WAS one thing I WANTED to do. I wanted nothing but to be with my Jay. I should call him, I decided. I quickly keyed in his number.
"Hello?"
"I'm sorry," I whispered.
"Are you okay?" He asked.
"Uh huh," I replied.
"Good on you. Do ya want me to come over?" He wondered.
"Please, Jay-Jay."
"Okay," He laughed. We made a kiss noise each into the speaker and hung up. I smiled and got into my most rock-like outfit. He was right. It was my choice and what girlfriend would I be if I changed my mind based on his ex's? Besides, I loved him and no-one could do anything about it.
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