Suicide Note #2

From the day I was born
You set me off to wonder alone

I was so young and naïve
Even though I tried, there was nothing I could achieve

You said that I was worth nothing and useless
You didn't care that I was small and clueless

Now I'm all grown up and still locked in a cage
Waiting and hoping that someday it will change

That one day I will se the light of love and care
I guess it's still far, because I can't see when or where

When or where this pain is going to fade
So until then I will hide under my shade

A shade of loneliness and sorrow
Praying to survive till the day we call tomorrow

That day when I can replace my frown with a smile.
But it feels so far and I can only wait until this while

This day the pain has gotten so much worse
It reached the limit I can no longer indorse

The pain has gotten so immense
It increased so much instead of getting less

The pain has gotten so deep and profound
The only way to its end, is to stab my heart and lie on the ground.