My tears roll as rough
as the ocean waves down my face. It's only so much I can take. The emptiness and loneliness hurts, and the people laughing at you. The voices inside my head. I wish I could turn it off, I'm not saying I'm a schizophrenic but I theres feelings inside. I can't hide. Maybe I've hid them for too long. a tear, a scratch deeper and the guilt in my hyperventilation. Breathing frantically, chantingly thoughts, over and over I'm so lost! Pinned down to the poor choices, life hits you in the face. It's a lot to take. I'm about to break, foot tapping at my shakes. Is it all too late? All I know is its my fate. People are more curious than caring about you and your Problems. Maybe I'm too hard on myself, Well yes I am. I confront myself. Think of them, realize life is not going to end.
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