Its been year since she broke me in half,
Threw away my emotions and left me in the dark.
Her insane mind and crazed mental state,
Appealed to me via a strange twist of fate.
Her split personality caused me much pain,
So much so i thought i was turning insane .
Two lives similarly torn apart,
kindred in pain with a AWOL heart
to finally find someone who has felt the same pain,
meant being together we had everything to gain.
I promised her i would go to hell and back,
Even though my patience had started to crack.
i tried my best to keep her happy and sane,
all my efforts were seemingly in vain.
her negative outlook on love and life,
made me rethink plans of her ever being my wife.
my heart and soul became torn by her words and actions,
she couldnt understand why i was left numb with no reactions.
I was left lifeless and empty when she admitted her love for him,
aimlessly walking around in st pauls, tearful and grim.
I had to go back to being a robot with no feeling,
the breakup and her words had left me reeling.
that b*tch, that satans whore ,
how could she leave shaken to my very core.
the anger and pain fuelled my inner fire,
to inflict the same pain was like a satanic desire.
clenching my fist and beating the wall,
the sight of blood proved to be my downfall.
the feeling of constant inner pain,
bought it all back again.
I have to go back, back to the very start,
this time my sadness would be off the chart.
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