Free Falling.

I try to fly,
But how I fall.

I try to run,
Instead I crawl.

I try to scream,
Instead I breathe.

I try be calm,
But I just seethe.

I try to smile,
But tears precede.

I try to follow,
Instead I lead.

I try to love,
But how I fail.

I try to swim,
But I can't sail.

I try to dance,
But stumble left.

In all these fails,
I feel bereft.

Is this how it feels to f
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Because I like it.