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Insecure (Queen)?

I think that I am better,
As a Princess, not a Queen.
It's not that I'm not happy,
Or ungrateful or just mean.

Ecstatic that I was truly first,
I danced and yelled with glee,
So happy I was singing,
And everyone looked at me.

Overreacted at the news,
But celebration was deserved!
But as the hours continue,
I feel further reserved.

I don't want to be a whiner,
I just want to write my things,
I want to feel that pleasure,
That only Opuss brings.

I guess this poem's all about,
How I feel I'm letting down,
I'm trying but I'm wondering...
Do I deserve this crown?

HeatherAnne

@HeatherAnne

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Comments & Feedback (21)

Of course you do! You earned the title and you most definitely deserve it! We all love you! 😘😘

Abdicate then! ;)

Not all that easy eh, hun? Listen, I felt really nervous too when I hit the top, but I soon realised that although it was very nice, all that really mattered was that I had the time and the ability to write and share. So chin up Queenie, you'll only be letting yourself down. 1, 51, 101? Does it really matter? You like to write, heather hunny, so crack on... πŸ‘πŸ˜˜β€πŸ˜˜πŸ’‹

Puffy feeling similar.. You got there on merit, but 101 or 1.. Just write and let the rank beast feed itself..

Of course you deserve it pet! We're all only here to write aren't we, regardless of rank? πŸ‘ΈπŸ˜˜

So long as you write what you want, for the love of it, rank doesn't matter! But still, be pleased people like your work!! πŸ’šπŸ’š

@PurdyGurl @Nom @leelee101 @Delilah @naaviie it's not that I'm bothered about my rank. Honestly. I'm just worried I'm not being good enough. Or that people think I shouldn't deserve it. And yes, I will continue to write because it makes me feel alive! Love you all πŸ˜ŠπŸŒŸπŸ’šπŸ’œ

@HeatherAnne and don't worry what others think! Remember, write what you want , when, how, whatever! And never regret what you write. πŸ‘πŸ˜˜β€

@HeatherAnne glad to hear it! Don't worry about what others may think or not think, there is never any point in that - on Opuss or elsewhere! πŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’š

@HeatherAnne πŸ‘πŸ»

Dont worry u deserve it 😊

@KikuHonda thanks πŸ˜ŠπŸ’œ

You're a much better writer than you give yourself credit for.

@nikujagagirl you're too kind :L thank you! πŸ’š

@HeatherAnne You're welcome. Also, Thank you!

Of course you are deserving of it my sweet...anything you post...you want to share it...that's what it's all about...it doesn't matter whether you get 1 like or 20 likes....not every post is going to be amazing...some of mine are damn right silly at times...buts it was how I was feeling at that particular...take the pressure off yourself...all your followers follow you as they love to follow your work...just keep doing what you're doing and enjoy....big big huggies πŸ’ͺπŸ’ͺπŸ’ͺπŸ’ͺ😘😘😘

@HeatherAnne I was meant to write ...at that particular time...oops...

@misslittleDHP thanks, you've made me feel so much better hugs I'm just being silly I guess. Writing is what I do. And whatnot. πŸ’šπŸ’™

Aww hunni! Everyone must think you deserve it, or you wouldn't be there! And as has been said, don't worry about what people might think. Alot of great artists went unappreciated but it didn't stop them, and now there know world wide today. Create what you want to create. Don't do it for anyone else πŸ’œ

And everyone gets insecure at times. Don't worry about it β€πŸ’—πŸ’œ

@PurdyGurl thank you lovely πŸ’™πŸ’›πŸ’šπŸ’œβ€

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