If I hide beneath my quilt,
Maybe it will go.
If I bury under sheets,
Nobody here will know.
If I smile and wave my hand,
It'll be just like I'm fine,
If I laugh along with you,
It'll be as if I shine.
But if I try for way too long,
To please you before myself,
I will shatter, like a glass,
Put on the highest shelf.
I'll wither like a dying flower,
Snow rest in a snow dome,
Because when I pretend to you,
I just don't know what's 'home'.
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I saw the cuts on your wrists and on your hips. Your small red eyes and smiles full of lies. I watched you cry and held you close. You're still beautiful to me no matter what you do.
D ark cloud is looming, E verything black. P robing depression, R elentless attack. E rupt into tears, S oon they'll run dry. S o sorry I'm like this, E nd it I'll try.
(sorry, this isn't my best, just something I kind of threw together at the time.
Tired. Why even bother, Trying. Lying is easier, Dying is easier. Time. It's only a matter of it Before I lose it, Before I throw a fit. Ostracized.
Grey skies invade my horizon they're shutting out my sun. I'm feeling deflated, don't like it, and from it I want to run. Darkness falls stifling my optimism, preventing my smiles.
I haven't had a real convo in days and so much shit has been going on. I'm not really the type to share my feelings. I guess you could call me a loner.
You ask if iโm okay. I lie. And say iโm fine. Plastering a fake smile on my face. I bite my tongue. Before I can change my mind. You ask if iโm okay. I lie. And say iโm fine.
I felt the dizziness that three words bring and each time, they steal a piece of me and gnaw away at the small collection of faith I hold that promises everything will eventually ...
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