Twisted Love

Pierce me through my soul
With a fragment of your tears
A shard of your broken heart
Shattered memories of the years

I'm numb inside quite clearly
When I can't feel your pain
I'm twisting your damaged mind
Wrapped round my finger again

I'm enjoying this feeling
But I know that it's not right
I shouldn't enjoy the argument
I shouldn't enjoy the fight

I say harsh words and know it
Caressing their indifferent steel
They drip from my mouth like poison
They coat the blade you feel

I aim for the heart and twist
With my words as cold as ice
I don't care what they do to you
You are my sacrifice

I recognise that I am guilty
Of hurting you time after time
I still can't feel it holding me back
So I keep on committing the crime

If my violent side breaks out
You crawl closer next to me
I have destroyed your emotions
But still you won't be free

You see my dear, you love me
If I rage at you, it's fine
I don't understand this twisted love
But I do know that you're mine

I.Sparrow