I Love The Pain

I'm sorry my heart is taken,
By a very different guy.
Sorry, I'm not interested.
No matter how you try.

I'm sorry that I'm crying,
Been apart for far too long.
It's not my fault he messed.
With my life that was once strong.

He ripped me up and placed me,
On his 'collections' wall.
Now I sit there breaking,
Wishing I didn't fall.

He used and took my innocence,
For his own accorded greed.
He devoured my body hungrily.
He even made me bleed.

I once was innocent and pure,
I once was strong and smart.
Now I'm less than nothing.
When that guy stole my heart.

"But I thought you loved him?"
Unfortunately I do.
Because I'm scared to leave him.
He owns my body now, it's true.

You may want to turn and leave now,
Before you make him wild.
He'll kill, then feed you to his dogs,
Even though you only 'smiled'.

I stand here alone,
Knowing how screwed up I am.
People think I'm crazy.
Coz I love this terror of a man.