Just Another Day

I sit here in my cold room
And I feel so numb
Why can't I live?
I've fallen to the bottom…

My mind wonders off
To the world of dreams
If only I could go there
Oh how pleasant it seems

I hear my name
Somewhere in the distance
Oh it's you again…
Where is my resistance?

I already know the story
It's been done again and again
You'll just lock me up
Why can't I be like the free men?

But as I think about it
I am free
Until you come back
And corner me in another alley

But you mean so much
You mean everything to me
So I take the beatings and pain
Until all my bones are achy

And my friends tell me
That I will only get hurt
But after you're done
There's always some dessert

You never really leave
You're always there
With the cheating and lies
You're always having some affair

So here I sit
Alone, in my cold room
Waiting for you
Waiting for my own doom