Agony rips me up
As tears scald and blind
Depression looms overhead
A shadow on my mind
I've never had such doubts before
Or felt so sad, so low
With every step I sink deeper
With every step comes woe
I hate myself for things I've done
And things I've yet to do
Each mistake will scar my soul
You're lucky I'm not you
The only hope I have is that
I can change how I feel
For tears will dry up, shadows fade
And tender scars will heal.
All rights reserved. Nom 24th August 2012.
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@Irrational_Kimmi thanks for the offer, but I don't 'do' kik. It is a struggle but as it happens in patches rather than for long periods of time, I know how to work through it. Although it is tough. Thanks for your support. :)
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