The constant battle of head versus heart,
Both struggling to be separate, apart.
My head tells me yes,
You'll be skint less.
My heart tells me no,
Will you be happy?
How do you know?
The thing is I don't,
Will I or I won't?
Why must you confuse me so?
Why can't you just let me know,
What I should do,
Say you'll both come to
Some decision on what must be.
When you know,
Tell me.
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Comments & Feedback (26)
@DaddyDooDahs ; it's not that bad really - a client came to me about a position as their internal recruitment manager, paying at least 6k more than I am on, and I'm being interviewed this Wednesday
@glensaggs ; not just about the 💵 though, I'm really happy where I am being a Consultant, and I really love my manager. But the interview is for a really reputable organisation who treat employees really well. 😳😽
@PoppyA I'm a printer, which has got to be the most boing job in the world ha but the money is quite good, I'm trapped lol the thing is I won't be able to do another job and get the money I'm earning now 😘
@glensaggs ; sounds good though! I generally wouldn't be able to help you unless you were a nurse, carer, care home manager, cook or support worker I'm afraid
@naaviie ; yeah, definitely going to go, it's a dream job for people in recruitment really, no sales pressures, no on call phone! Thanks for the advice 😊😽
@PoppyA ... Hey wow, sounds a great opportunity..... I know sometimes we are all afraid of change hon , but also what would life be like if we never grasped its opportunities.... Yu go for it girl, and show them how lucky they are to have found yu !! Xx💐🌟🌟🌟💘
@DaddyDooDahs ; thank you sweetheart 😊 I am excited, just nervous in case I don't get it - they're a client and I don't want them to think I'm not dedicated to my current job. Thank you for the advice, it's lovely 😽🌷
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