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Black Hole

Stablish
Stablish • 1364 followers

In my black hole of existence,
I sit here mortally wounded.
I've always had resistance,
But something has consumed it.

In my black hole of existence,
I sit here mentally blocked.
I've always lacked persistence,
Why though now, do I feel so shocked?

In my black hole of existence,
I sit here totally stunned.
I've never needed assistance,
Why have I been acting dumb ?

In my black hole of existence,
I sit here completely bemused.
In my black hole of existence,
I sit here, so confused.

Stablish™

#emotional-struggle #existential-crisis #general #introspection #psychological-depth #self-reflection
Stablish

@Stablish

Twenty five year old male from Sudbury, Suffolk, England. I write poetry, quotes, songs and the rare story. Thanks to all who follow, like or re-post xxx

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Comments & Feedback (11)

sarahgamal
sarahgamal
Feb 16, 2013 at 12:34 AM

U ok?

Stablish
Stablish
Feb 16, 2013 at 12:39 AM

@sarahgamal I wish I could say yes but all I've been writing for the past few days have been similar, I'm just feeling very low again at the moment. Hopefully sharing my feelings help a bit. Thanks for asking💚💜💙

sarahgamal
sarahgamal
Feb 16, 2013 at 12:41 AM

@Stablish 😔 it will be ok. Sending you some fairy dust so tomorrow can be a brighter day ✨🌟✨🌟💫😘

sarahgamal
sarahgamal
Feb 16, 2013 at 12:42 AM

@Stablish it will be ok. Sending you some fairy dust so tomorrow can be a brighter day 🌟✨🌟✨😘

sjw
sjw
Feb 16, 2013 at 1:08 AM

Sending you hugs 😔❤❤❤🍻

Burrfoot
Burrfoot
Feb 16, 2013 at 5:11 AM

I feel it mate 💪

leelee101
leelee101
Feb 16, 2013 at 8:14 AM

Chin up son. Big up yourself mate. 👍🍻🍻

caity14
caity14
Feb 16, 2013 at 10:34 AM

Good

ckahn
ckahn
Feb 16, 2013 at 2:54 PM

Aww, hugs💗💪💪💪💗

Stablish
Stablish
Feb 16, 2013 at 6:38 PM

@ckahn @caity14 @leelee101 @Burrfoot @sjw @sarahgamal Thank you all, your kind words are all appreciated. It's been a really crazy couple of weeks, I'm in the position where I'm going to have a four bedroom house to myself, basically everybody is moving out or moving away. Things will have to change for me, I won't be able to afford it all by myself. Plus I'm still a bit upset from a break up as well. Basically everything is all changing so fast, I'm just finding it hard to adjust. I've been feeling a bit better today, the house is fully tidy and in order for the first time in a while so that is really helping to clear my mind a bit, and for the first time ever I have the master bedroom and a double bed so things are looking a bit better for now. I think it's going to be a busy few weeks but after a lot of reflection I am starting to think that this is the change I need, I'm starting to see a bit of light anyway. Thanks for any hugs, I owe you one👍🍸🍻🍷💜💪💪

ckahn
ckahn
Feb 16, 2013 at 6:55 PM

Ahhh, spoken like a true hero. Tumultuous times give birth to meaningful change eh? Only the brave know this to be true😘

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