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Brains Need Off Switches

One of those moods
Those god-awful moods

I'm not knowing much of everything
And I'm questioning
Every
Single
Thing
I've ever known

Laying here blaring music
Who's soft touch always felt just a
Little bit
Softer
Than any boy that has looked my way

Just curling up
Wondering why I even bother

Then I realize
Just how
Pathetic
I sound
And I'm disgusted with myself
For being this low

And even more disgusted in the fact that
I can declare that this is low

That
Is
Weak

I don't want your help
I
Never want help from anyone
And
Maybe that's the root of my problems
But

What if it isn't really a problem
Just
Something that is what it is

Something
Has got to be wrong with me
Why can't I just be
One
Of
Those
Girls
That can just be happy all of the time
Why must I
Fuck
Everything
Up
And then get even more upset when I realize
Just
How
Self-pitying I sound
And
Then
I
Just
Need to sleep.

©Sabrina Smith October 2012

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The past overwhelms me, the present dumbfounds me, and the future scares me to death.

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Comments & Feedback (9)

Think we've all felt this way at some point. It'll come good 😌

This is awesome c:

This is something we can all relate to, man. Good work 👏💚

@AdamBruce @erinfackler @Fly10 Thank you so much, guys c: I really appreciate it. ❤

You have no idea how much I love this! It seriously describe everything I've been going through and I think it's great 💜

@natalee Oh my gosh, thank you so much ❤ I'm so glad you like it!

They really do need off switches... Love this💙

@ashhkat Thank you so much! c: ❤

Your welcome👌💚😄