Darkest night of my life,
My emotions are crying behind my cold exterior.
No one to confide in only the crippled hand of suicide that offers me a fake hope, an easy way out. Hoping in a saviour as depression takes me under, like I'm standing at the bottom of a well with only a beam of light penetrating the darkness around me. I've reached the bottom, the lowest point in my life. I couldn't feel any worse....Then from within me comes a strength that I've felt before in my life. A stubborn attitude, stubborn to being brought down this low. I decide to take control of my life once and for all,
To throw away all the rubbish in my life, to take what means most and surround myself with it 24/7.
A change is coming to my life and I'm going to be the one that makes it happen!
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I'm hoping @pjyenn reads this. I had really bad depression and I thought about suicide all the time. Found my way out in the end though!
Great work for all those that feel that darkness inside, but from the bottom as you say we can but climb
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