Guilt

What is this guilt
You say?
I've only had it once
After a pet death in the family

I was so little
I didn't know what guilt was
So it just went away
Disappeared into thin air

I've never known guilt
Besides that
I know how it's supposed to feel
Yet I don't feel it

I may say I'm sorry
It's rare I'll actually
Mean those words
But I'll say it

Guilt must not exist
Within me
Or must be on a
Prolonged vacation

Sounds really
Screwed up to me
A person that can't feel guilt
Jeez, hypocrite much?

Says sorry,
For no reason at all
When I say things the first time
I mean them

I'm not going to be sorry
For words that I
Truly believe
Rude or not

So I suggest if you
Want an honest sorry
Out of me
You better let it go

Because you will not
Get a single one
No matter how hard
You try

I am honestly sorry though
That I'm so twisted
To where I cant feel guilt
But we'll both just have to live with it.