Lovesick

It isn't your fault
No not one bit
Mostly all mine
For just going through this shit

I didnt cry as I went
No I stayed bottled up
Until you said something
That made me give up

So instead of pleading
Like I usually do
I walked away then sat down
I burrowed my head, with talking a no-go

I finally broke
Yet hadnt cried a tear
After 3 minutes
You finally came near

You thought it was your fault
And said a sincere sorry
But I turned from you
I had almost started crying

You put your arms around me
And held me close
I mostly stayed silent
The word no being used most

You finally went home
After I said it 3 times
I was finally alone
I could now cry

I gathered my things
Over by the tree
I started to let tears go
But only three

I headed home
Thinking of how I made this mess
What a jerk I was to him
I must confess

So when I got home
I shed a couple more
Told myself I'll be fine
I'll apologize tomorrow, that's for sure

I made myself lovesick
Just putting up with all this crap
From all those guys beating on me
With mostly words, giving me a bad rap

But I'm working through it
I've got my Opussian family
Although it's kinda hard
When most are already sleeping

Lovesickness isn't something new
But I hope for all of us
To become team and help each other through
With the problems that give a fuss