Deep in depression, need a high,
Can't help but sit back and watch the world go by,
Unable to move, unable to speak,
Fingers through my hair, the breath on my neck reeks,
Griping my hair pulling me down,
Beating me and leaving me bleeding on the ground,
Lungs failing I'm unable to breathe,
Everything on top of me such a tight squeeze,
The bed my sanctuary, under I go,
Clothes and furniture everything I throw,
Why don't you throw away my heart,
Deep in depression seeking the dark.
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Comments & Feedback (23)
@DuRoLuRo hypothetical besides don't care what anyone says everyone has days like that at some point in life.
@aleishagayle20 I know I get like that too, luckily I can "snap out of it" chin up kido, think about download festival ;-) xx
@smellyfingers lol chill out everyone I'm fine besides that's what opuss is my personal shrink hehe 😜 can say whatever on here express myself and feel accepted ☺
I thought it was beautifully written and illustrated how you are feeling. Hope you're feeling stronger now - it's normal to sometimes feel down but remember when it gets unbearable you've got people that will want you to come to them so they can help :)
@redfae thank you very much 😊 I know there's are people but most of the time I can be in a crowd and feel completely alone but I deal with it that's life I guess thanks again ☺
@DuRoLuRo lol don't worry lol I do feel like it sometimes but chill I'm a line wolf not a sheep get back up howling 😃
@aleishagayle20 just when I read your comment, inside my head Ozzy entered the stage, and started singing Black Sabbath😄
@DuRoLuRo lol haha just saw this comment lol you know what like first thing to make me laugh this morning hehehe thanks 😘
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