So your calling me a coward
Because I killed my self
I'm selfish coz I ended my life
But there's we're I have you it's my life to do with as I please
Not yours
I don't seek your forgiveness or your sympathy
I just don't want any more of life
I had a go
don't like it
every day is just a excuse to Life
You have kids
A wife
A house
A car
Friends
But you never say and your happy aren't you
Coz you know I'm not
Deep down
Never have been
I was born with a peace missing some people have a arm a leg missing I have happiness missing it's no ones fault but life is more than things more than what you think it is but the only Bit I'll miss is you coz you are my missing happiness you fit in to the hole iv had all my life your the Key my salvation the place I can rest my soul the arms of the mother I never had I'll miss u the most I'm sorry for all the Paine but this way your free
You will all ways be the shape of my heart
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