How do you do it?
Just pretend it's alright,
Carry on like nothing happened,
Just pretend that I lied,
How do you do it?
Carry on with your life,
Smile in my face an go to sleep at night,
Do you know that it hurts me,
Every time I close my eyes,
Do you think I am happy,
This isn't what I chose,
Do you know that I feel you when I'm in my bed,
See you creep in my head and dreams,
Hear you breathing in my ear,
I just can't stay quit,
"GET OUT OF MY BODY MY HEAD, PLEASE GET OUT OF MY LIFE"
And I still can't sleep,
I can't forget,
I am not like you I can't pretend,
All those nights alone and scared,
You saw me crying,
You never cared,
How do you do it?
Where's your heart?
Did you not see that you was tearing me apart,
How do you do it?
Just pretend it's ok,
Do you know how much of me you took away...
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