How much can you give up for someone? Or how far and how long are you willing to go for that someone? Is it stupid and childish of me to feel like this? Or to do what I'm doing? Yes, it is. I don't believe in love. However, I say I love you, and I believe it. You, I don't believe. Is that selfish? Or is it me just protecting myself? I feel silly and weak by just thinking this, never mind actually saying it out loud for your ears to hear. I don't want to have to stop and think about what I need or want. I know what I want. I just want it to be me, but you get in the way. You who I don't believe in, but want. How long are you going to be around for? Just this month or the rest of my life? It's something I have to go through again. It's a question I know the answer to, but yet I still search for. Is it because I don't like the answer, or is it because I'm scared of it, scared of it just being me, and sacrifice my sanity for it? No, it's because I'm in love. Do I truly believe that? No.
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