Days feel so long.
Everything seems to be going wrong.
Sitting here alone, not wanting anyone near me.
I can't deal with what I see.
I hate myself, I hate this world we live in.
But I will stay strong, and keep on living!
I'll keep smiling, act like I'm fine.
To save you all the pain, to save you all the time.
I can't stay happy when I'm not, but I'll smile a lot.
Depression and emotions have taken over.
But I'm fighting against it, to be with my lover.
I will keep on going, I'll be a survivor.
Soon, all the pain will go, and I won't have to live here anymore.
I'll cry where no one will see, so they won't worry about me.
I'll pull my hair where no one will find me.
Stay away, keep away.
Let me live through my lonely days.
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