This year left me feeling completely empty. Sometimes my mind wanders back to when I felt perfectly happy. When I held her hand and the constant screaming in my mind stopped, even if it only was for that short moment. As time goes the memory of what happiness felt like flows further and further away from me.
This year I concluded that distance ruined everything. Distance, not only as in miles, but also between two people sitting right next to each other.
This year I realized birthdays are not my thing, cause people celebrate you like you have achieved something because you've survived another year in a place you only wish to escape.
This year
I wished I was dead,
and they all clapped.
Without knowing.
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