Have you ever wish that you could relive a day from that one phase of your life that you cherish so much? At one point of me life, I thought I had everything- amazing friends, falling and being in love for the first time, being the 'IT' girl :), scoring the best results for all my exams. College is definitely a time I would love to revisit if time- machines were available like iPhones haha! Perhaps the people and the experiences I went through made it extra special. I would not say that life is shit now, no. Still have amazing friends and all, but thats just it. Adulthood is taking its toll on me , and these days, I feel like I have been 'forced' into growing up and expectations have been forced down my throat! Anyway, whats funny is that I lost almost all the college friends I had. And the love. And that pretty girl charm. Thus it does feel like I was living in a realm, where time does not pass and no one grows up ;( anyhow, my wish for now is to salvage back that liberation I felt when I was only 19. What's your story?
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I am a 20 something girl, who s still metamorphosing from a pampered princess to the ultimate Queen Bee. Hard core retail therapy ain't cutting it. Join me in this journey of rant, complains, sweat and tears cos baby, Imma fly sky high :)
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I am 26 year old and my mental age is probably 16. Thing is living in the past isn't so great. It's OK to grow up and grow
Old, looking back on my life I wish I did grow up. I've no responsibilities, and my friends of that era have all moved on,
(I don't know why this is my 3rd post, stupid iPhone) I was about to say that my friends from that era have all moved on, I don't see them, they are mostly married and have kids, but I don't. I am still a kidnap heart and have been left behind.
Take it from me, living in the past isn't all that it's cracked up to be. The future probably does rock. (4th post?)
Thank you for the reply(replies?). You are right about living the past in the past. Its just when tour current life seem to suck on every level, you cant help but to wander off and reminisce about the good old times you used to have. Oh well, my friends have moved on to; some worst than good. Oh well, I am just eager to end this phase of my life and take on the next :) hope things work well for you @blindscience
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