Tonight the spell screams within,
She's come to me again,
But tonight she feels like clinging on,
And I've given up trying to give in.
She whispers in my ear,
Breathes heavily down my neck..
She tells me I'm 'nothing,
only a whore who's good for sex'.
I can't remember her absence,
Only maybe when I was a child.
But she was almost definitely waiting
To own me, feeling pride.
The day I lost my innocence;
The day that man stole my virginity...
Was the day she flew over me
And thrust her claws in to me.
So I've never really been alone,
And you may think that's lucky...
But I'd rather know loneliness
Than a spell cursed upon me.
So tonight I let her lay with me,
Whispering wicked words.
I'll have to let her sleep with me,
Because she says that's what i deserve.
We fall to the floor; she's still inside me..
I long for her to fly away...
All I can do is pray I'll sleep soon,
But she'll be there once I'm awake.
Unrelenting is her nature.
I've learnt to know her well...
She won't ever let me rest,
I'm under her death threatening spell.
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