Have You Felt This Way?

Have you ever felt like this after a fight with a friend?

I feel broken right now to the very core of my soul.
I have now lost something that made me whole.

My words were sharp and full of anger used to help for what I defend.
I felt myself crack and crumble when I lost my friend.

No I dont mean I lost him because he is dead...
I lost him because we lost our tempers and harsh things were said.

What can I do to fill in the void, make up this blank space?
After today how could I ever bring a smile back to anyones face?

I know in time the this will all blow over and it will get forgotten.
But knowing that fact right now won't stop me from feeling so rotten.

I've collapsed into a useless pile an unmoveable heap.
I don't know what to say or do because i'm hurting so deep.

The tears that have been running down my cheeks havn't dried.
So cold and frightened of what to expect from now on, I want to hide.

It is very true that I have some flaws and I make mistakes.
I'm despiratly trying hard to get back up no matter how long it takes.

Right now i'm just feeling as brittle as a bit of tissue.
I know that deep down i'm gonna feel empty and I will miss you.

If only you knew the truth and cause behind the fight.
Maybe things would have been better... Would have been alright.

Right now more than ever I need a head count of all my true friends.
To count out all of you, the great ones and the ledgends.

So even if you feel like im slightly pathetic to need the warmth that you provide.
Could you please just stay and stay right by my side?