Help...

Why is it that i'm sat here trying to figuer what to write.
Somethings eating away at me deep inside and i'm not alright.

Inside my mind I can see myself just pacing back and forth agitated.
Sat here gritting my teeth feeling well beyond fustrated.

I'm feeling agressive, I want to lash out but I feel quite caged.
I don't know whats exactly wrong with me but i'm feeling enraged.

Feeling like if somone said just one wrong word i'd crush their skull.
So sick of the blank emptiness, nothing's exciting my life is dull.

Slamming things down with a huff of anger, feeling uncontent.
Demons have let themselves in and the damage had a huge extent.

A black mist looms over my head as my aura darkens with evil spirits.
The negative bastards have no boundries or any limits.

Only a handfull of people will understand what i'm saying.
These words are the truth and they have taken over, I'm not playing.

I need to scream and shout and take a release with my personal gaurd.
Ridding myself of this heavy feeling hanging around me will be hard.

So if ANYONE out there has a spiritual energy and can do distant healing.
It's got too bad and I can't do it alone my emotions are hitting the ceiling.

They have fed off my energy of pain and fustration.
I can't help myself I have no concentration.

I'm really sorry if this poem is confusing makes no sence to you.
Some of you out there will understand and know what to do...