Here you are again you've
Come to visit me
My smile is slipping
I'm struggling to see
The sun is slowly fading
The sky is turning black
I'm slipping now no turning back
My old friend depression
Has come to rear its head
My thoughts are clouded
I can't get out of bed
What's wrong people say
Get up its a lovely day
But they do not see
The black cloud
That's surrounded me
There's not one thing
That I can say its that
They don't understand
It doesn't work like that
I'm scared what of
I just dont know
One minute im smiling
The next so very low
It's a lonely place inside
Your head
Terrified of dying
Wishing I was dead
Anything to stop this
Clouding round my head
I'll continue to fight you
Chase the clouds away
Chase down the sunshine
To see a brighter day
You won't beat me
Iv got to much live for
So I'll keep on smiling
Till the next time your at my door
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