Unknown Plan

You'll never know what I have to say,
By the time you do, I'll have faded away.
Falling
Flying
Plunging to foreseen defeat
And the unknown thoughts you soon will meet.

The future made memories I can't unbend.

I close my eyes, but I'm still seen.
Wash away my mistakes, but I'm still not clean.
Soak and
Scrub and
Rinse my skin
But nothing will take away the sin.

The sin I will later attend.

I hide in the dark, under the bed
To prevent the monster I'll become once unfed.
Lying
Lingering
Waiting for time
That will fix and heal the undone crime.

Preparation for my unknown end.