I am cruel and unkind,
Playing games with the mind.
Attacking those who are weak,
Tears and heartbreak I seek.
I am cruel and unkind,
Twisted pleasure I find,
In hurting those close;
Those I once loved the most.
I am cruel and I hate.
Compassion comes too late.
No room in my heart,
And it tears me apart.
I am cruel and I hate;
My death I await.
An end to this pain;
A chance to start again.
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Sold a lie. Such a price. Left me broken. Heart and mind. In a heap. On the floor. Wounds running deep. Whole body's sore. Left a shell. Devoid of hope. Dreams became nightmares. Few words spoke.
You'll never know what I have to say, By the time you do, I'll have faded away. Falling Flying Plunging to foreseen defeat And the unknown thoughts you soon will meet.
You scour me Leave me raw You sand me down Layers of myself fall Your abrasive words Rasp down deep Leaving open sores That begin to weep Wells of venom Poison all of me The hurt you...
Vines & rope under your skin,. Grinding teeth, sanity wearing thin,. Masking a dark charade,. Dancing through lights &. A liars masquerade,. A veil & no face,. Beneath the satin lace,.
Insides diminished,. Standing at the starting line,. Not looking back, heading for the finish,. Spilling what's already half empty,. Can't bleed,. there's not much left,.
You say you want to know the real me. I hope you're certain and clear As I think you'll find these confessions Are not what you want to hear....
Painful in my soul. My heart threatens my brain. I'm lost and unknown. I can't find my home. You tore me to shreds. Left me in the dust. So I could just lay there. For the rest of my life. And die.
Chain me. Beat me. I have given my self, Wide awake, and dying for you. Sing your stranger's lullaby's, and leave me for dead. Give me a kiss of death, I've had so many.
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