I've tried to be the honourable wife
But I'm disappointed with married life
You promised to always love and protect
At the church, I think these vows you left
This is not how I wanted it to be
I just want to be married happily
When I said my vows, I meant every word
The love in my voice, you surely heard?
It's like you've just given up trying anymore
Your zest for life, got up and walked out the door
We're a tangled up mess, in denial of ourselves
Placed all our feelings out of reach, on a shelf
Clouds of doubt began to circle around my heart
I suppose they've been there right from the start
Maybe we were more in love with the idea of it all?
To get married upon such a falsehood, you will fall
Those vows, I now choke upon, I throw into the air
For this marriage is simply beyond all repair
It saddens me that we are here, on this very sad day
The vow I now speak, is to love, honour and disobey
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Comments & Feedback (20)
Oh I hope this isn't about you. It's a very very good write, I felt every word of it and totally relatable. 😔😔💚💚
@IndiaSparrow @leelee101 @eddie12309 @jojo72 thank you all my sweets...things are a bit tough at the mo...I can't deny...with communication...hopefully it will get better...just wrote this to get it off my chest, to see how I felt by putting it out there💔💔
Truly hope things improve. Communication is definitely the key. And this is definitely the place to sound things out! Prayers are with you. ❤
@jojo72 mwah my sweet...although it sounds like I have given up...I'm not going down without a fight👊👊👊
Keep up with the writing and keep trying with the talking too, it can be really difficult, but if it's worth it, you'll know xxx 😚😚
@jojo72 as jojo says its definately communication the key. I hope you work it out especially with children. If writing helps write not just to us but to him aswell. Sometimes it's difficult face to face. Big Kim hugs to you 💪💪💪💪
@eddie12309 mwah my sweet...very kind...def will be opening the lines of communication is a step in the right direction...💚💚💚
@misslittleDHP talk talk talk hunny. Keep up the good fight. ❤ in the meantime 💪💪💪💪💋 some of your own medicine sweetheart ❤❤❤
This is really sad 😢 don't give up the fight hun, maybe some alone time just the two of you might help...feel for you, but your an amazing person and I know you'll do whatever's right big hugs ❤❤❤🌹🌹🌹
@sjw bless you my darling...such thoughtful words...yep we both def need to step up or we are just going to drift more apart...hopefully talking openly will begin to mend it all??....your support means so very much💓💓💓💓
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